Motiva...

Have you ever felt this way?

You are so excited to start with something and when you have started the excitement just goes away. You sit for yourself with your head hanging down, hoping and wishing that it would come back! Does it come back? In my case, mostly never.

I am talking about motivation. This thing could be hard to find sometimes. In my situation, being a student needs A WHOLE LOT of motivation. I need motivation constantly. I need it so bad, everyday. Motivation is very important for me. I need it as much as I need air to breath!

I am a bad, bad, bad coach for myself! I get distracted very easily. Sometimes, just sometimes, when I have magic in my hand, I could motivate myself. Unfortunately, magic does not work everyday...

Having other people to motivate you works excellent for me. Having positive people around me is good too, because I tend to look down and criticize myself a lot. Having someone who tells me that I am better person than who I think I am, that is a blessing moment for me. Having someone who beliefs in me and in what I am doing, that motivates me indeed. When I stand in the middle of all the stress, study, work and people who are hard to handle, I lose my focus and believe in myself.

Losing motivation. I am sure that I am not alone about this.

My mom always tell me: "It is OK to lose focus and motivation sometimes, as long as you do not give up!" And as always, my mom is always right.

 I might have lost motivation when it comes to studying and school, but there is no way that I will give it up! I am better and stronger than this! Fellas, if you feel the same, you are not alone and do not give up!

Happy Tuesday!

-Patch

The Day(that don't really make any difference)

It is 00:01, Wednesday 13th February.

You know exactly what day it is tomorrow.

It is the Valentine's Day! If you do not know what day that is, it is a day of the year that you do something special with/ to/ for the one that you love.

Back in time, when I was in a relationship. Sure, this day was special and I did expect to get a little gift from that person I was in the relationship with. But you know, the whole thing about the Valentine's day is just bullsh*t!

Not that I have such a bad attitude after the break up and knowing that I will be spending the Valentine's day more or less alone this year(FOREVER ALONE!).

Let me tell you what I think.

But buying a teddy bear, a heart shaped box with chocolate inside, a heart pillow, some roses... Just for that ONE day of the year to the one that you love. It is bullsh*t(again, I had to use that word)! I mean, if you love someone, why only Valentine's Day? Why waiting a year to buy her/him chocolates? Why waiting a year to show how much you appreciate and love that person? Why waiting a year to go out to a nice restaurant and have dinner together? Why waiting a year to give her/him flowers? If that person is special to you, show him/ her that he/she is special for you everyday. If that person means a lot to you, why wait a year, when you have 364 days left to do special things with/ to that person?

If you are in a relationship or marriage, do it everyday, do not wait a year.
If you are single, love and embrace yourself, because you are a fantastic person.
If you are single and have a crush, you better tell that person soon, before you lose him/ her.
If you are a girlfriend, be nice to your boyfriend. Girls are complicated and boys do not always get us.
If you are a boy, have patient and always try your best, if you believe that she is the one.
If your are single and do not have a crush, you are not the only one and among those people, there are some that are searching for a person just like you!
If you are alone on the Valentine's Day and feeling pity for yourself.. You better change your attitude! It is another bullsh*t day, you were alone yesterday and probably going to be that on the next day too.

I am not an expert on this kind of thing. I learned something from experiencing, and wanted to share...

Smart people move on and learn from the mistakes and the past, so they avoid going through the same thing again.

I wish you all a Happy Wednesday and Valentine's Day.

-Patch

My Everyday Makeup Look

Hey there, ho there!

Alright, so I have been away in almost 2 weeks. Which means that you must have missed me, right? Hihi.. But I have a good news, because I have many videos I wanted to share with you. What kind of videos I am talking about? I will not tell, but I am sure you will like them! Stay tuned for that.

This video I will show you my everyday makeup look, which I put on mostly when I go to work or school. I do not put makeup on if I stay at home. I usually do not put makeup on if I just go out to buy some grocery at the local supermarket either. So, this is very natural look that you can wear anytime you want, because it is so natural that you probably can not tell(unless you study it closely). Enjoy!



Now I am back home from Italy again and I am going to keep making videos. I can not wait to share with you the videos!

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See you soon
-Patch